The language emergent
My family language.
I speak my native language. Emergent, symbolic, mathematical, in full upon my first manic episode.
I gained all the powers of the asha or the siddi. My kundalini fire rose through the chakras. Or at each power center of five kosha bodies I was alive and flowing.
Yet then I was so inexperienced with these states at that level of development I was drowning. I was drowning in the power, the lust the energy flowing through my whole body. Power surging up through the root. I gain first the strength.
physical level – the strength of sages. I can walk for 8 hours. I can work harder and longer than ever before.
I have the strength of my ancestors to walk 8 hours and fuck like a daemon. The power rises into your sacral chakra. Your sexuality now active. You dance the rain on down as they seath to hunger in presence. You glow a shine and sexy is everyone.
The power rises. Into your third chakra ( located behind and through the stomach, the solar plexus and, “Who you thought you think I was no longer exits.” I am different now. My part come out play full time and I as who you thought I was died and she is now in control of the mind-body whole 5 koshas and all.
The power rises. Into the heart chakra. Where the pain and suffering is felt unbearable as loved one turn against you. “Your manic.” Those are the most dreaded words because now people will actively try to fuck up your life, take your money, kick you out, leave you without basic resources, call the cops, or just do the most insane things to control you and limit your creative impulse.
In mania you threaten the very core of the lies they live upon. In mania the high vibrations push out the trauma in all susceptible people into their own unresolved traumas. The the start to project the shadows of the past upon you and the situation.
When the energy rises into the throat chakra. Now we are speaking in toungs and our channel to the ancestors is open.
The power rises. Now entering the third eye. I as we as use see the world in waves. Direct vision into the blue zero. The world echos snap to beam and seam connections appear.
Others around us are trerrifief. If they see you they will rise up to fight you automatically. Your radiant crown activates in them the trauma that was layered upon them as kids and now we are the enemy. So run run run from the normal. They want to capture us and put us away in the mental hospital. No. I don’t want no more of your brainwash education. I am not going to the hospital. I want nothing to do with those systems. I am a business owner and traveler. I am off and out. So please don’t.
Then these people are making decisions for you and now you have to rebuild. The blame you for the whole thing. And reduce your status in the family. Where before what you said was valued now you are a dependent poor mental case. “I sacrifice so much to have a crazy brother. I just don’t trust him to keep the lie going. I don’t want her to find out the truth. My husband wants her to stay away from your mother and other brother forever.
In confrontation with the betrayal. The unequal financial agreements. The sacrifice of my family to have a bipolar relative is immense. They have to become human. They have to stretch to learn. The have to have patience.
So I have strict boundaries. I am free from my imagined culturally conditioned responsibilities as of being disowned. I am not willing to be in contact with people who do not respect me. I no longer am involved in any of their lives. I have no contact with Atlios, Darious, Moonshine, Marry, or any of those they control.
I am so grateful. Witness my life. Ya yaiser!
I no longer follow the patterns of the past. I am here.
Our family language
I heared it again realy clear, when I was taking this test.
My first language.
Develop your own language of power and prestige.
You shouldknow several alphabets including heberew, cerylic, hindi, tamal, manimar,..x
You should know several systems of mathematics including basic synergetics I and II, western hermetic number letter systems including enocian, elethabet, and qualcrn,..x
Various masters have developed systems. Below represents Carlo Swarez interpretation of the flow of cards. The ordering of the trumps is a major game for the master. His lineage depends upon the clarity of his vision. The feeling of integrity and unity behind the winds of the world. Know that you are safe and protected.
The direction of languafe hides codes of symbolicic push.
In gender we find assumption programed to reinforce ststus que, the behaviors of the people are programmed attachment style.
LaNGUAGES LIKE Spanish, Russian, Arabic
Language creates focus. Let go take a jolt og yes. enter the non-dual state.
Jump into the collective. Join us in the astral. Use your energy body. Gain the power of the voice. Access your family language. Join us in barbarous words and deeds. Push the buttons of the fixed.
Tantra massage is the next level of experience. Touch to taste.
In 2023 I went to the jungle of Mexico in the state of Quantaru. In the forest of the Yuccatain Penensula. The forest dark and sexy or mean and agressive. A shield of live or a welcoming love open widow. A portal into the self. Nature as a unifying center.
This is how we heal in shamanism. Go sit in nature. Go walk into nature alone. Bring a note book and record the adventure. Write down everything that happens. Notice what animals you see and how they feel.
Open the portal in your visual field. Soft gaze and do the fire breath, do the cobra breath use your right hand to wave into the gap.
Sleep, walk, meditate, do a ritual, write in your journal, be quiet and listen. You are changing your state of consciousness.
A shaman has the ability to change their state of consciousness at will.
Nature itself is a unifying center. Go out there and relax your nervous system. See what you feel from a place of safety. See what arises within you. Do not try to converse with other people. This is about you. Don’t try to look at other people as you are in the under world. Please just allow the Self with a capital S to shine through, finding you here through symbols and messages from the collective and from the void.
