The language emergent

My family language.

I speak my native language. Emergent, symbolic, mathematical, in full upon my first manic episode.

I gained all the powers of the asha or the siddi. My kundalini fire rose through the chakras. Or at each power center of five kosha bodies I was alive and flowing.

Yet then I was so inexperienced with these states at that level of development I was drowning. I was drowning in the power, the lust the energy flowing through my whole body. Power surging up through the root. I gain first the strength.

physical level – the strength of sages. I can walk for 8 hours. I can work harder and longer than ever before.

I have the strength of my ancestors to walk 8 hours and fuck like a daemon. The power rises into your sacral chakra. Your sexuality now active. You dance the rain on down as they seath to hunger in presence. You glow a shine and sexy is everyone.

The power rises. Into your third chakra ( located behind and through the stomach, the solar plexus and, “Who you thought you think I was no longer exits.” I am different now. My part come out play full time and I as who you thought I was died and she is now in control of the mind-body whole 5 koshas and all.

The power rises. Into the heart chakra. Where the pain and suffering is felt unbearable as loved one turn against you. “Your manic.” Those are the most dreaded words because now people will actively try to fuck up your life, take your money, kick you out, leave you without basic resources, call the cops, or just do the most insane things to control you and limit your creative impulse.

In mania you threaten the very core of the lies they live upon. In mania the high vibrations push out the trauma in all susceptible people into their own unresolved traumas. The the start to project the shadows of the past upon you and the situation.

When the energy rises into the throat chakra. Now we are speaking in toungs and our channel to the ancestors is open.

The power rises. Now entering the third eye. I as we as use see the world in waves. Direct vision into the blue zero. The world echos snap to beam and seam connections appear.

Others around us are trerrifief. If they see you they will rise up to fight you automatically. Your radiant crown activates in them the trauma that was layered upon them as kids and now we are the enemy. So run run run from the normal. They want to capture us and put us away in the mental hospital. No. I don’t want no more of your brainwash education. I am not going to the hospital. I want nothing to do with those systems. I am a business owner and traveler. I am off and out. So please don’t.

Then these people are making decisions for you and now you have to rebuild. The blame you for the whole thing. And reduce your status in the family. Where before what you said was valued now you are a dependent poor mental case. “I sacrifice so much to have a crazy brother. I just don’t trust him to keep the lie going. I don’t want her to find out the truth. My husband wants her to stay away from your mother and other brother forever.

In confrontation with the betrayal. The unequal financial agreements. The sacrifice of my family to have a bipolar relative is immense. They have to become human. They have to stretch to learn. The have to have patience.

So I have strict boundaries. I am free from my imagined culturally conditioned responsibilities as of being disowned. I am not willing to be in contact with people who do not respect me. I no longer am involved in any of their lives. I have no contact with Atlios, Darious, Moonshine, Marry, or any of those they control.

I am so grateful. Witness my life. Ya yaiser!

I no longer follow the patterns of the past. I am here.

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Our family language

I heared it again realy clear, when I was taking this test.

My first language.

Develop your own language of power and prestige.

You shouldknow several alphabets including heberew, cerylic, hindi, tamal, manimar,..x

You should know several systems of mathematics including basic synergetics I and II, western hermetic number letter systems including enocian, elethabet, and qualcrn,..x

Various masters have developed systems. Below represents Carlo Swarez interpretation of the flow of cards. The ordering of the trumps is a major game for the master. His lineage depends upon the clarity of his vision. The feeling of integrity and unity behind the winds of the world. Know that you are safe and protected.

The direction of languafe hides codes of symbolicic push.

In gender we find assumption programed to reinforce ststus que, the behaviors of the people are programmed attachment style.

LaNGUAGES LIKE Spanish, Russian, Arabic

Language creates focus. Let go take a jolt og yes. enter the non-dual state.

Jump into the collective. Join us in the astral. Use your energy body. Gain the power of the voice. Access your family language. Join us in barbarous words and deeds. Push the buttons of the fixed.

Tantra massage is the next level of experience. Touch to taste.

In 2023 I went to the jungle of Mexico in the state of Quantaru. In the forest of the Yuccatain Penensula. The forest dark and sexy or mean and agressive. A shield of live or a welcoming love open widow. A portal into the self. Nature as a unifying center.

This is how we heal in shamanism. Go sit in nature. Go walk into nature alone. Bring a note book and record the adventure. Write down everything that happens. Notice what animals you see and how they feel.

Open the portal in your visual field. Soft gaze and do the fire breath, do the cobra breath use your right hand to wave into the gap.

Sleep, walk, meditate, do a ritual, write in your journal, be quiet and listen. You are changing your state of consciousness.

A shaman has the ability to change their state of consciousness at will.

Nature itself is a unifying center. Go out there and relax your nervous system. See what you feel from a place of safety. See what arises within you. Do not try to converse with other people. This is about you. Don’t try to look at other people as you are in the under world. Please just allow the Self with a capital S to shine through, finding you here through symbols and messages from the collective and from the void.

I had five fathers. Each one gave me pushed upon me a way of life. an imprint into experience. Under them I learned skills and developed talents.

Complete an aspect of your inner work. Confront the terror of your father or fathers.

Ken Wilber and all contributers and direct links

AQAL map

The AQAL map – All Qualities, All Levels

Ken Wilber’s AQAL map provides a lens to view experience. You can use the AQAL map to separate and collapses of reason. Doing physical exercises with this pam will allow for greater insight. It changed the way I was able to use the map.

“I went to the jungle and came back with a mystery and a map.”

This is the map or one of them gained on the quest to Tulum, Chitizniz, and Comalira.

5 kosha bodies

You have 5 bodies, at least.

The 5 kosha bodies and their corresponding states

1. physical body – anata kosha
2. energy body – pranayama kosha
3. mental body – mentyama
4. collective/ancestral collective and mythical dreams body
5. non-dual

You can enter theses states as taught through the perenial wisdom schools including daoism and tantra. Breath work will change your life.

You can enter altered states of consciousness through visualization.

3,2,1

10 down to 1

corridor

mental palace

rooms and spaces for the aspects ofconsciousness: theinner child – rescuerer, protector, exiled; the middle consciousness accessable skills and memories; the upper unconsciouse. The collective archetype domain and experience.

You can invoke and evoke.

In transpersonal psychology it’s called immanent and transcendent. The center of awareness can become immersed in the situation, and can move and view the situation from another space. No longer triggered or playing an automatic role.

By connecting the higher archetypes of love, motherly love, fatherly stillnes. Using the symbols of my culture or symbols of my own design we revel in the connection of love between all aspects of self. She shines whole and complete when given the space to be. Access the unifying centers. This is what we do in sacred space, initiation into the mysterious.

A unifying center in Psychosynthisis relates to the Self shining through the maya the illusion of experience. When some one loves you. When some one listens toyou. When some one is there for you. Human’s are socially structured. We need to see thr Self through good enoughf care givers, schools, and community. in moments where we are treated like an object, that’s when we split. In these moments inner children are separated from us and function to maintain family drama. Corresponding attachment style develops 0-5 based upon the reliability of good enough care giving.

I like these women just like my mom. I do but now I have boundaries. I now emanate at a different vibrational frequency than before.

I have learned from each how to exit the relationship and this time I avoided vengeance all together. I had money and bought her off. I paid for the plain tickets and gave her money. I avoided the traps.

My cycle when triggered goes – avoidant, anxious, angry, then Juan Quesada, or another protector will come out. I learned from each of my fathers attack, defense, love, and punishment –

states of consciousness

“A chaos mage can change their state of consciousness at will.”

“A chaos mage can invoke and evoke at will.”

“A chaos mage has developed their own alphabet of desire, their own tarot, their own kabala.”

“A chaos mage is a master of the 5 kosha bodies. They can enter the underworld, the chaos sphere, mental palace,..x. A chaos mage operates in integegrity at will. At cause on mission, in pleasure.”

“A chaos mage is a master if the left handed path. They can achieve extacy alone and with others. A chaos mage is a master of sexual alchmeny also known as daoism or tantra. You can use whatever technique. But use your symbols. Your archetypes.

Let’s focus on our cultural western symbols.

Visualize the symbols, do the breathing exercises, drums and rattles; thesepractices and many others will help you to change your state of consciousness.

Natural states – waking

dreaming

dreamless sleep

altered states

There are many ways to enter altered states of consciousness. This sounds so sexy to me. Yes, I want to enter altered states so that I can start to stabilize into a higher level. One way to move to a broader more expansive experience is to practice altered states of consciousness.

I teach a way into the state of caringcompassion.

We move through levels by using altered states of consciousness to create the unifying centers that reflect the Self with the capital S. In the absence of thought as constant internal dialogue we stand free for once.

level of development

cognitivedevelopment Pietej

psychosocial development Erick Erickson

identity development

William Cross

quantum Psychology’s eight levels

Robert Anton Wilson

spiral dynamics

Dan Graves, Ken Wilber and all contributers and direct links

transpersonal psychology

from newdaysun.com

by M. Mogdani 2010

Demonstrations

occur at the influx of the nomonous the emergence of spiritually enhanced qualities that rise so far above the expectations of the “Main Stream” in the context of social justice. THe advance of technology provides for the rapid expanse of consciousness. The advent of intersteller communication marks a frequency perspective that when viewed as the influx of mystery through the heart in the form of nexus advents of emotional intensity towards the release of the discontented personal fears related to human conditioned in a monotone world view operation. THe frequency changes necessary to achieve the unity process remain accessible through the channels of energy that flow through the human body. I accelerate the pressure towards the manifestations of integrated personal digression as amplified in reverberation as a oneness with source vibration.

The tones move energy at amplitude through the circuit formulation (8 circuit model [Leary, Willson, Allero Ali]). The transition from falcon into the new aeon requires the ability to transmute the emotional set towards a new whole system of interaction. THe product of code switching echoes towards assimilation where the shift between communication as a flow through universe. I have happen to see an update into the shift of persona as triumphant display of archetypal development as a new avenue for self destruction.

@magda52879

Goals for 2026

1. to active on the mission
2. to travel – Mexico, Peru, Melasia, Kawala Lumpor, Cambodia
3. to achieve the next level Daoism/Tantra
4. to have the next level daoist/tantrica lover
5. to experience radiant physical fitness and health
6. to radiate mental emotional integrity
7. to own financial abundance, buy anything any time
8. to experience community love, support, working together

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Top ten artistic goals for 2010.

1. to fly a magical kite. I want to design the pattern and colors.
2. to review my collected works.
3. to meditate every day.
4. to find more yoga and fitness.
5. to remain grateful.
6. to totally love.
7. to embrace the yes and allow the goodness.
8. to align the three bodies for more and more light.
9. to live in the dream.
10. to publish.

Yes, daddy.

I need a spiritual daddy. A daddy who has completed counseling and done personal development work. A daddy that can hold space. But not be a wimp to my fire, I want a daddy who has seen death as a shaman and conquered his body and mind.

I am hot! I want your hot body next to mine.

Yes, daddy are you listening in the comments? Isadora is ready to help get you ready for me.

okay, now we are going deep –

The use of role playing games to initiate and share wisdom. The game as a framework for inner child and parts work. Let’s apply Assigioli’s Photosynthesis to inform and format the game.

<h3> tarrot and the development of joy<br />
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<p> Tarrot cards can show you the inner workings of your thoughts emotions and  feelings. The cards can help you to see the patterns of your life. With  this understanding you can develop and change any aspect of your self.<br />
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  I  have been wondering about the origin and confrontation of my oral  fixation. I enjoy  many gummy bears and smoke cigarettes. I  realize that this is a manifestation of my internal process. I have a  heavy imprint on the first circuit - bio survival (see Robert Anton  Wilson). I have also found this in many members of my family.<br />
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  Through  the cards I see the key to working on this with the development of  mem in the ten spot. The inclusion of a transformation was described.  The focus of ten disks through the magus in 6 and as I said mem or the  hangman in ten or experience. <br />
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  I went to the beach.</p>
<p>Where the tarot leads<br />
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  I  went into the water. I meet the sun. I felt the awesome waves and the  beauty of the world. Golden flakes sparked the water. I said yes. I  found the alph in the waters. The rolling clarity. The opening of the 7  - 70 - 700 while in the bliss of 8. I moved in the open bliss and  experienced a non-local event. I touched the source. I say yes. I feel  the love. So happiness. I dance in the abundance. The amazing yes.  Realignment and the goodness. <br />
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  I feel the water. I feel the  joy. Cold at first yet the warmth opens a new current in warmth. The  sun makes a path on the waves. I say yes. I let go into the water. The  past issues and blocks flow open. The negative charge dissipates in the  mem. I open to life. I open to the new. I say yes. I feel the great  empty full of life with the pulse inside. Take my hand. Walk onto the  water. Say yes to the amazing beauty of the word. Walk in the new day  sun.  <br />
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  The world relates to a total mystery. </p>
  <img src="http://thenewdaysun.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/flow.jpg" width="760" height="169" alt="flow - the new day sun" />

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